Monday, September 07, 2009
I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep.
Like there is no sunrise
Like the taste in your smile
I miss the way we breath.
But I never told you
what I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in.
And now...
I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
without you...
I see your blue eyes
everytime I close mines
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to?
When I'm not around you
It's like no with me
But I never told you
what I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in.
And now...
I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
without you...
But I never told you
what I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in.
And now...
I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
without you...
Colbie Caillat - I never told you
It's been a month. I really miss you. It's stupid, I know. I can't understand why I have to keep putting you through this to realise that you are and always were the one for me. But i know that I'm not the one for you, cos I cannot be the man that you want me to be. Karen said "If you can't be the man for her, then don't be the man she doesn't want you to be". In other words, be gracious and let you go. Don't be around, don't bug you, don't cling on. You're right. You're not a yoyo. But I've been thinking so much this past month, and I realise that I love you like I've never loved anyone else. And that even when we had our "rational discussion" we started off on a wrong premise. Breaking up should never have been an option. I feel now more than ever that I am ready to be with you... but I know that words are cheap. We've been down this road before, and it ended the same way.
I don't know what assurances to give you. Tell me what you want me to do, and I'll do it. Please at least talk to me. And if you don't reply, I'll know that I've lost you for good. And I'm sorry for putting you through all this shit.
