It's Monday and its back at the office. Haha i like to fool myself into youth again by saying it's "school"... well, everyone very willingly affirms that reality so thankew all for supporting my lost cause, as i slowly slip into oldishness.
Find myself increasingly passionless about everything... even my tau pok has been complaining. Keeps asking me if i'm just passionless about her or about everything in general. A month ago and i would have said the second with absolute confidence. But now i'm even getting passionless about passionately saying the second with absolute confidence. Maybe it's all part of growing old. Older. fuck it i'm old already.
Guess you gotta get someone to get you to cross that road to the dark side of oldishness. Then when i've accepted citizenship on the other side i can come over and tell other chickens to cross over and grow up. But maybe old people do that cos they feel jealous and nostagic about being on the other other side when they were but little chickens.
Old people always think they make sense when they don't.
