Tuesday, May 30, 2006
There's only us, there's only this
forget regret, or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way,
no day but today
- Rent Finale (B)My life of late has reached a dull
nyeah (if you don't know what the is, try saying it with a sian tone, starting the beginning syllable strongly and ending with a kind of nuah sound.. "NYEE-eaaah"). Thinking about old friendships/relationships that have come and gone, and the new ones i've made. Wondering what i'm doing with my life and where it's going. Have clear options but no clear decision yet. BAH.
I was feeling a little musical tonight. Strange since my song has been silent for quite a while now. My song is still relatively silent, but i remember that song i wrote with anna many years ago. Now she's married and she doesn't write music anymore. People with talent but no more ambition to write music. Myself? No talent but HAD ambition hahaha... really envy and feel sad for those who have chosen a different path - ie. a desk job - other than what their abilities can provide.
But i suppose at least they made that choice themselves and on their own accord. Here's to remembering old times.
Why For YouMusic: Anna Yoong
Lyrics: Shane Pereira
I made a stupid mistake today
Falling for you so hard this way
I've given my sanity for an angel
Within my grasp so far away
refrain one:
Drowning in this feeling why
I just don't want to let you go
I just want you to notice
I just wanted let you know.
I just want you to notice
I just wanted let you know
I can't breathe without you
why don't i see that I can't see
My self is dimming my soul for you
Pleading for love to set me free
refrain two:
You just want to break me down.
That smile so cold yet so warm, so set.
I'm getting so sick of this game
But my heart It's not done with me yet.
bridge:
why can't you look past the lies and see me
for who i am
you turn your face away and then you say...
final refrain:
You just want to break me down.
That smile so cold yet so warm, so set.
I'm getting so sick of this game
But my heart It's not done with me yet.
I'm getting so sick of this game
But my heart it's not done with me yet
